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your eyes are emeralds
as we drive past
always thinking about that this
could be the last
and we're both breathing
but I hear your breath
you can only ever die in two arms
and I like yours the best

I've got one hand
reaching for heaven
and the other one
is dragging in the dirt
I've got two souls
one is gonna love you
and the other one
is gonna cause you hurt

and any day now
we'll be at ease
and any day now
we'll rise up off our knees
barely hurting
and hardly tears
I'll keep it right here
with all my other years

and I've got one hand
reaching for heaven
and the other one
is dragging in the dirt
I've got two souls
one is gonna love you
and the other one
is gonna cause you hurt

- Christian Kjellvander
Two Souls








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completely made of random






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Sam and Dean amigurumi

Presenting the adventures of my Sam and Dean dolls! They're hanging around in your graveyards, breaking into your crypts and salting and burning ALL of the ghosts.

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I tried to make them as true to the characters as you can with yarn and stuffing, so Dean wears jeans, his boots a t-shirt and his green shirt with tiny brads as buttons. He used to wear the Samulet as well, but my nephew is very fond of playing with them and at the moment it's lost (JUST LIKE IN THE SHOW OMG!). Sam wears jeans, his puma trainers, grey t-shirt and what's supposed to be a plaid shirt. His hair has a life of it's own.

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I also have a Castiel in the making. So far he's just an empty head, though.

(for this photo shoot I stole the spade from my landlord's basement; lighter and smoke provided by angelofmir)

 
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spn_j2_bigbang art || All the Lonely People || art

Title: All the Lonely People
Author: meri_oddities
Artist: bittersweet_art
Genre: RPS
Pairing: J2
Summary: Heiress Katie Cassidy has been found murdered in a seedy downtown Waco motel with a man who wasn't her husband. Homicide Detectives Jensen Ackles and Chris Kane are assigned to the case. The prime suspect is her husband: Jared Padalecki.
Disclaimer: Just to be clear, even though these characters might have the same names as real people, they aren't real. They don't exist and this never happened.

Artist's notes: This is the first of my BigBangs this year, and I feel a little bad about only having one piece. If you've seen my previous BigBangs you know I usually have a lot more. This in no way reflects on the story (which is awesome and you should go over and read it now), but rather the chaos that has been my life these past months. Work has been hell in all ways you can imagine (there's been so much of it and it has SUCKED) which has caused a couple of us to plan on breaking out and starting our own company - something that has pretty much taken all the free time I didn't have in the first place. I was supposed to try to come up with an additional piece today, but we started out the day with being yelled at, on completely wrongful grounds, I might add, by the boss's dad (who's apparently also a boss around here now) and when he came back for a second round I started yelling at him instead. Yelling back felt really good, especially since he really couldn't argue against me. Right now though, I just feel completely blah and basically ready to find a job at McDonalds until we get our our own business up and running.

ANYWAY, I'm sorry for not having had the time I'd wanted for this great story, and I'm sorry that I'm here making excuses about it.

Meri, it's been a pleasure to work with you and I hope you're happy with what I came up with. :)

Thanks, as always to wendy and thehighwaywoman for their amazing job, and for organising this again. What would hellatus be without it? :P



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You can read All the Lonely People HERE!

 
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Big Bang claims!

I already know who my 1st writer is (there may have been dolphin noises and flailing), but now the question is:

RPS-17
Title: All the Lonely People


WHO ARE YOU?

Can't wait to find out! :D

 
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art for j2_everafter

Title: We're all mad here
Disney Prompt: Alice in Wonderland
Rating: PG-13?
Warnings: Tongue and flamingos and PINK
Summary: Goes together with tigbit's AWESOME fic Impossible Things Before Breakfast that you need to read immediately.

In which Jensen is a ninja when it comes to baked goods and Jared magically appears in his kitchen in Wonderland.

Notes: This is... more of a draft? It's not at all finished, a lot of cleaning up is needed, but work kind of took over my life. There will also be more pieces added. I have more flamingos. And a tea party. And loads of baked goods. Sorry!



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ETA: Also, I'm ALIIIIVE! I just realised I haven't posted anything since the beginning of December before this. I suck!

 
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super massive Christmas music post

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One of the many Sam/Dean illustrations I've sneaked into official stuff at work. This particular one is part of the advent calendar we've made, but I figured it fitted this post as well so - BOYS!


254 Christmas songs with such fabulous artists as Belle&Sebastian! Band of Horses! Damien Rice! Florence and The Machine! Ben Folds! Hello Saferide! Low! Rilo Kiley! Mew! Guster! Aimee Mann! Zooey Deschanel! The Soundtrack of Our Lives! The Bird and The Bee! Owl City! James! Bishop Allen! Bright Eyes! Ed Harcourt! Camera Obscura! A Fine Frenzy! The Knife! Robert Downey Jr! The Killers! Weezer! Rufus Wainwright! Snow Patrol! Stephen Colbert! Counting Crows! Pearl Jam! OK Go! Feist! Sex Pistols! The Muppets! Iron & Wine! Phantom Planet! Pizzicato Five! Neil Finn! The Decemberists! The Ting Tings! Lisa Hannigan! The White Stripes! Julian Casablancas! ...and many, many more!Collapse )

ENJOY!!!






P.S. Who wants to buy me a TV Guide? WE WOOOOON!!! \o/\o/\o/

 
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tired
Snow Patrol - When I Get Home For Christmas
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SPN 6x06

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hungry
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This is exactly why typography is important

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exhausted
work
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tuesday

Tell me about your favourite books about writing. It could be handbooks, guides or something that's just really inspiring.

I was sitting here contemplating buying a book on digital art, but realising halfway to clicking the confirm-button: "BUT WHY? I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS".

So, instead I'm going for something I DO want to do, and that I've wanted to do since I was about three years old.

**

Yesterday morning I woke up with one contact lens less than I'd gone to sleep with. This morning I found it next to me on my pillow. It wasn't there when I went to bed last night. Hmmm. Either it was nestled in the bedding somewhere and my violent sleep-dancing uncovered it from the depths of my mountain of pillow and sheets OR it was hiding somewhere in my eye and in the middle of the night I found it really uncomfortable and decided to take it out right then and there while sleeping.

**

This is the gif that apparently was too offensive for Photobucket:



UHM, OK.

 
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in need of coffee
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26 shirtless Sam icons

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ETA: added #25 and 26

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I think the universe might be sending not-so-subliminal messages

First it was this this morning and now I run into this on the website of the company I'm currently making a layout for:



I suppose it should have technically been a 2010 (or 2007) release, but you can't have everything.

 
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In today's Metro (Gothenburg edition)



translation: Dean, I love you but I'm afraid I'll ruin everything if I tell you. Sam

I may have laughed out loud on the tram.

 
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Sam/Dean rec

You should all go and read He wasn't there again today (I wish, I wish he'd go away) by britomart_is, right now.

Gorgeous, perfect and utterly gut-wrenching about that missing year. Also, maybe the most appropriate use of Hughes Mearns, ever.

 
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impressed
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55 icons from The Third Man

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There might be a slight overrepresentation of Sam-icons in this batch. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. There are others as well, though, I swear.

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66 icons from Two and a Half Men

...that felt really weird to write. I really wanted to add: SUPERNATURAL, IT'S SUPERNATURAL, NOT THAT OTHER SHOW!!!

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Welcome to the party, Guttenberg!Collapse )

 
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thoughtful
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SPN 6x02

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thirsty
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project runway

I cried.

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twist, snap

Quick survey: I somehow managed to twist the hell out of my knee this morning by just sitting myself down in my office chair. It takes special talent to do something like that, I tell you. I'm still quite impressed with myself.

Anyway, it hurts really bad on the inside of the knee. E thinks it's the ligament. I have no clue. My question is: walk on it or rest it?

P.S. I hope you say walk, because it's a beautiful day and I really don't want to take the bus.

*pulls out blond!doctor icon*

 
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sore
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80 icons from Exile on Main Street

I may have gone slightly overboard with the icon making here. I must be glad to have them back or something! :P

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this picture does things to me


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Now, y'all should write something about it. Uhm, about the picture, that is, not what it does to me. Unless you really, really want to, anyway. :P

 
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57 icons from On the Head of a Pin

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Based on the poll I posted last weekend, here are icons from the most popular episode of season 4! You can find the ones from season 1 and 5 here. Season 2 and 3 coming up!

Uriel"s the funniest angel in the garrison. Ask anyone.Collapse )

 
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Sweden, you fail at life and compassion. Shame on you.

 
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disappointed
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58 SPN icons from Devil's Trap and Changing Channels

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Based on the poll I posted last weekend, here are icons from the most popular episodes of season 1 and season 5. The others will come eventually!

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there you have it, the real me

If you read this, you're tagged. Take a picture of you in your current state, no changing your clothes or quickly putting on makeup. NO PHOTOSHOP. Show your f-list the real you!


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indescribable
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you know you want to. or at least I know I want you to.


MY THREAD

 
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